zierra jy.

2011-01-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

that's why people say that telling the truth hurts ~

2011-01-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ~

O M G ! 2011 already !grr...this year its like very important to me one of it is :-
-im in second year.this period of time will show me whats gonna happen to me in the future.
-and and im gonna turn twenty sooooooooooon,
when everytime mum reminds me that this year im turning 20 i feel so old.
im soooooo gonna enjoy my teenage days before my birthday.lets get back to the story.

my new year was well spent i think .
marina & clarke quay with friends & boyfriend .
overall that's it.

ps: please be better than 2010 *finger cross*

2010-10-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

MUST WATCH!!!

im falling in love with this show.
1 word for it SWEEEEEEEETNESSSSSSSSSSS!

2010-09-30T03:04:00.006+08:00

after so long of break(i mean not having a blog),

at last i have the MOOD to make a brand new bloggy.

hello earthlings(:

lets start at the end end part of 2009.hmm see if i can remember wat did happen...okay on the 26th sep 09 i started having a relationship with my very own bestfriend.at 1st it is kindda awkward,alot of rumors going around ite machperson and some of them even not happy with it.

nyah just skip dat part.

2010 i think around jan or feb i graduated from my nitec mechatronics.april i got in ite tampines and now im taking higher nitec for mechatronics.i had lost contact with all my tayang.(if u still remember who are they at my last blog) its all long story iea.sometimes i wonder how are they right now.last sunday i just celebrated my 1 yr anni with bf and this few days i had a great day shopping with him.overall dats all.grr... i need to update pics here.i think next post.if rajin! :p

xoxo!

2010-01-14T01:42:00.002+08:00

imissyoubaby.

2010-01-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

movie & arcade.

2010-01-03T01:57:00.000+08:00

ben&jerry,bf&alip.

2010-01-01T12:08:00.004+08:00

♥ 2010(:

2009-04-29T20:06:00.001+08:00

♥ LATEST ADDICTION~

i'm falling in love with him.
sungguh HOT sih!

2009-04-28T01:29:00.003+08:00

A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU~

its been days that i didnt update my blog. been busy with stuff. alot of things did happen but i just summarise everyting iea. my weekends was so bored! i was sick & i miss the saturday cycling trip with my homies. sedih sih! just now in the afternoon i just had a nice chat with syed.

i'm glad that you are fine boy & about the hey beautiful(inside story) u better stop it.

a BIG NO NO !

i feel those horrible shits already.

-when there's no one to entertain me when i'm bored,

-when there's no more late night long msges.

-when there's no more calling names.
-when there's no more last min hang out.
-when there's no more call just to make sure i'm okay.
-when there's no one saying those three beautiful words to me.
i miss those moments like tooo much .
eventhough i'm moving on but those feelings for me is superb!
oh boy oh boy!

2009-04-25T01:27:00.002+08:00

currently listening to: [suara (ku berharap)-hijau daun]

fickle minded nak mampos.i got this feeling that is i miss my rockstar but i know i cunt change things. like what faris told me just go with the flow. just wait & see whats gonna happen next.

at the same time, i tink i'm falling in love with ......

oh by i miss you alweady too :p

2009-04-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

SEE WHATS THE DATE!

okay its totally fuck up & weird today.
1stly: morning when i was getting ready for school, i kept hearing the song tercipta untukku busting thru my ears. i thought i heard it from a radio or what BUT i was wrong. it was just me all along.
2ndly: i cunt believe that zack wish me the anne tingy.!(i feel like crying)
3rdly: we are like total stranger.
4thly: sorry faris i give up.

2009-04-22T00:25:00.004+08:00

its just the beginning , its just the beginning.
and all thanxs to faris advice. it started with msg then msn.
oh ya see whats next. i'm excited and starting to love it.

PS:the kiss the kiss!
i get it.

2009-04-20T21:55:00.002+08:00

we chat. and thats what he want. i cunt do anything. i know that he is too stuborn. i was totally down with what he said and hes desicion is. i cunt believe this is it. aniwae thanxs to faris for cheering me up eventhough i tell u dunt bother to do that. and to zack thank you once again,

we will still be a good fren dunt worry.

school was a waste of time.
we didnt even do anything. just slacking around & teacher is such a gundu (inside story).
aniwae
HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY
Ferdy aka Ferd Chinese!

2009-04-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

love n interest...are exactly like a catching game... and there is a runner n a catcher... a catcher is someone trying to impress u... n x is a catcher when x new with u... u r the runner.... but now....x catched u n this is ur turn being the catcher...but u cant manage to catch x because x is a fast runner... so if u play catching wif me...will u be bored if u were always the one being the catcher? so u have to control who will be the catcher ...it must be a turn by turn thing so that ur relationship will last...

i chatted wih faris from 7 plus till 11 just now.we did alot of talking about him. ya i put a full stop for everything since yesterday morning.i was shocked to heard that from fyqah and zack. it really make me feel so mad about him. but in the other way faris make me feel so good and calm and teach me something that i didnt even realise that i should do that. one of it is the above.try it. i can see it really do work. aniwae i'm glad to hear that from faris the story about the 1st day of school. hes weird man. but wad to do everything is left with memories. i dunt wanna put more hope in anything. lets see what gonna happen next. i'm just hopping for the best. another story amir! sembunyi sembunyi smile i cunt believe you say that to me(: .

OVERALL I"M FEELING HAPPY GO LUCKY TODAY.

2009-04-16T19:59:00.003+08:00

PUT IT AWAY~

firstly i wanna take back my words.all of it its just a misunderstanding. i'm the stupid one who judge everything without any prove. who will not freak out when see those stuff especially gurls. but watever it is i'm not gonna be proud of it. school? since school starts i did not get enough sleep. i feel totally shag right now. smb homies™ is crazy about tektonik! can you believe it all of us study the steps and stuff. i kindda like the dance move. ultra-gerek. project is going on smoothly and i'm glad while teachers is getting on our nerves! they ask us to do ourself but then they keep saying this that this that. brr...
aniwae
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY
HAZLINDA.

2009-04-15T01:07:00.001+08:00

he's not worth your tears ,

if you are not worth his heart

2009-04-13T20:52:00.004+08:00

if you notice there's some changes in my blog.anything missing?ya i know i wanna let it off my mind for the time being.

school was okay i guess.i was late as usual.when syafiq's around there's always no way of us keeping quiet.laugh & laugh non-stop.there's some familar faces for the april intake.i think it gonna be more kecoh-ier(is there such a word? nyah!.we had started our final yr project ya i know its like early kan...i think the soooner we finish it the earlier we dunt need to come to school anymore till the graduation day i think.there's some issues had been going on today and thanxs to syafiq and zack for making me smile iea.aniway zack thanxs for everything.you are such a great friend!

more updates when i'm free.
toodles.
xoxo.

2009-04-13T00:40:00.005+08:00

SAYANGS!

from tampines 1 to tampines mall then lepak as usual. i saw faris & ika and they was like so sweet nak mampos.
how i wish i could be like them! okay i know in my BIG FAT DREAM!

there's nothing much to say.

left with few hrs till school start oh god!
i'm so NOT into it!

HAPPY 20 BIRTHDAY FARIS!
wish u best of luck & last long with ika(:

2009-04-11T00:49:00.002+08:00

i know this is too late.
but wat the hack!
HAPPY BELATED 18 BIRTHDAY BOY!
good luck in everything you do and may all your wishes come true.

2009-04-10T15:36:00.005+08:00

is it me or you~

when i wake up this morning,i just realise that school starts in two more days.i'm not prepare yet.i'm not that excited as i use to be because i know this semester i will be totally stress up.now i feel it already.the projects,the school ends each day,no more going out on weekdays and as you know i can count how many months left in ite mp.

oh gosh! how time fly.BUT in the brightside i'm really glad that i have my sayangs right beside me almost everyday.

syafiq,afiqah,wan gd boy,wan shortezz,aliff,ferdy,hakeem,aliff & etc.

some people is getting on my nerve.i dunt know whats wrong with me for this past few days.i keep scolding people for no reason.i felt that people is trying to irritate n testing my patients all this, is it because i'm stress up or i'm getting tired of everything.brr i'm looking forward for this sunday.where i got to spent my time with my girls and i can release my stress!
btw tampines 1 is way better than vivo u slenger!

2009-04-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

it turn into dust~

me myself dunt understand how i can fall in love with him eventhough we seldom spent time with each other.we seldom contact.we seldom share our thoughts like other couples did during the relationship. i'm wondering how i can be so patient for this past 8 mths plus or shud i say 1 yr plus. i'm tried everyting to make this better but i failed.you can say i'm stupid that i'm wasting my time with him.but think twice are you happy and satisfied with your own boyfriend or should i say your own singlehood?i know he care and love me but he just dunt wanna show it.i miss the old him where there's non stop msges for the whole day.the three sweet words that he kept repeating.the almost everyday lepak at under the void deck.after getting back together i thought there will be a different because theres alot of improvement in it but...it was just the beginning.now it's turning from bad to worst.it kills me.friends had been asking and saying"you still with him?",u guys are like the type "teman tapi mesra".when they say that i just had to shut my mouth up and just listen.
i'm hopping that miracle happens and every tomorrow there's full of surprises.

2009-04-07T17:02:00.006+08:00

{currently listening to: halo beyonce}
{current mood: \: }

"its written all over ur face"

btw thanxs fyqah.
(inside story)
i didnt sleep since yesterday.
my head is spinning. my brain gonna explode. my eyes is swollen.
see how much i care and worried about this thing .
now i just have to wait and see whats gonna happen next.
i hope it is a good one.

2009-04-05T03:09:00.005+08:00

we are all a little weird and life's a little weird,
and when we find someone
whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them
and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

i'm just hoping that day will come

2009-04-04T03:15:00.005+08:00

afternoon i went to watch movie with mum and sis.
i think its a very unusual one because
we never did this before except with dad and bro.

at around 8 plus i meet my sayangs.
we did alot of talking this time to catch up things with tania.
yeah yeah alot of things did happen to her.
be strong babe!
whatever happens me & atika will be beside you.
lets go with the flow.

someone looks worried ;P

2009-04-04T01:00:00.006+08:00

i HATE the fact that you say YOU MISS ME
BUT you do nothing abou it.

2009-04-03T01:23:00.004+08:00

CURRENT MOOD:-
biol & tired

2009-04-01T20:39:00.005+08:00

April poooooollllssss!

i was totally restless at home till i decided to trick my friends.
satu satu was like eh kau takde keje ehk.
when the part i trick adyk,he was like are you serious?!
what did i do to you till you decided to make those decision.
i cunt stop laughing when he kept repeating those words.

my ears gonna burst ssoooooooon.
when i heard most of my friends from mp going to ite tamp for higher nitec.
oh god! i seriously wanna go to that skewl next yr.
its a MUST!
study hard.mcm phm!
i kindda fed up when bf said uat pe nak skewl dkat mp lagi.
tamp kan de.mintak kene *smackbonc*!
btw thanxs for entertaining my biol.

by!(you know who you are!)next yr msk skewl same2!
haha :P

rindurindurindu!

2009-03-30T20:57:00.004+08:00

under the stars!

that day was superb!
non-stop laughing,jokes,the crazyness and eat,eat,eat!
& not forgetting we gave ferd and aliff a simple birthday surprise.

i really glad that i got this boys by myside(:

2009-03-30T20:46:00.003+08:00

"i miss you"

i love you but you give me no chance to move back.
or should i give you another chance?

2009-03-28T02:24:00.002+08:00

KAWAN SEBUMI!

i'll make today post short and sweet
because today i mean yesterday alot of things had happen.
1stly:follow atika for her check up.
2ndly:meet up my boys at bedok(buy the things for pit).
3rdly:meet haz and ayu at tm(eat at ljs).
4thly:hougang!(weekly routine).

another few more hours till my pit with homies!

2009-03-26T18:23:00.002+08:00

1 down and 1 more project to go!

this is actually happen yesterday.
reached yew tee at around 10 am to help fyqah and fiq to carry the stuff...
then went lepak at fyqah's hse & at 2 we proceed to tampines.
actually what we had plan didnt really happen
but overall everything seems okay to me.
now left with the school reopen project that we had to do.
the teachers make us do this thingy from 8am till 5pm from monday till thursday.
and as for friday its from 8am till 6pm.
okay i know theres no life!
now i'm trying to make use of this holiday properly.
like example 1st thing is spend more time with homies™,wLb ™& cottoncandy™.
then shopppping!

ps:i feel the changes in life.

2009-03-23T01:40:00.000+08:00

I wish you were here, but you're not here, you're there.
And there doesn't know how lucky it is

"slamat lapan bulan."

2009-03-22T23:36:00.002+08:00

[=_WLB_=]™
the fun,the laughter,the crazyness,the stupidness.

i miss each and eveyone of it.

2009-03-20T13:41:00.003+08:00

some idiot dunt know what is ™ stands for,
and there they use it like nobody business.
you had shown me that you
DONT HAVE YOUR OWN ORIGINALITY
girl!

GET A LIFE!

2009-03-20T13:32:00.002+08:00

thanxs for the movie treat and this.
you know who you are(:

xoxo.

2009-03-19T12:06:00.002+08:00

EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO

2009-03-17T20:29:00.003+08:00

happy?
i lied.

i got way too much problems that sometimes
me myself dunt understand why it happen in my life.
i know i have an attitude problem and i'm stubborn.
i only hear whats in me and dunt care what other people gonna talk about it
or even what they feel.
i know i'm that bad till i realise if this gonna continue,
sooooooonnn i gonna lost someone.
i'm restless right know.
i just wanna be alone.
i know no one will understand it even me.

i really want something new.
i really wanna get out of this circle.
i really want whats belong to me back then.
i know i cunt have it all.
i'm just hoping that miracle happen.

the dream came back for two days.
what is it trying to tell me now.

2009-03-16T21:05:00.009+08:00

WAVE~

when i was otw to school i receive a call from fyqah that today's class was cancel!
that part really make me feel like smacking the teacher.
now now yesterday i spent my day with my gurlfriends at lydia's workplace.
after that me n atika went henderson wave to lepak.
its totally hot up there eventhough its raining.
and i decided to call adyk to meet us up because his house is near it.
all the way during the lepak this two cuzzens bullied me.
tag team pe!
=_=

ps:i fall for my own fren.

2009-03-16T11:07:00.003+08:00

BACK TO THE OLD SQUARE ONE~
i cunt take it.

2009-03-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

i hope this is not tooooooo late iea.
aniwae best of luck to apit who is going to serve his ns
and
wan goodboy good luck to watever going to happen later .
watever ur desicion is we will be rite beside you eventhough ehemehem*.

*hugshugs*

ps: its getting nearer n nearer!
boiling point!

2009-03-14T00:45:00.004+08:00

KAWANKAWAN~

we fought because of A project.
macam budak-budak kan.=-=
after so long being together,
just because of this 1 small thing....
aiya!
i know we are stress up about this thing
but this is not mean we can be like this.
we shud understand each other more.
if some of us cunt make it for outing
or even do something together
this is not mean we dunt care or lazy to do it.
mayb we have our own reason for it....
like example family issues or even money...
we dunt have any job!
takan nak pakai parents nye duit je.
tak ke mcm selfish 2?!
enough said.
i'm tired.

sometimes i really understand whats with us boys;
aniway wan goodboy whatever it is,
good luck for monday(:

2009-03-13T01:04:00.003+08:00

POSTOPOSTO~

when two boncets meet,
it was superb!
theres no need to say more.

ps: youyou still mpmpmp not tamp!
(inside story)

aniway follow what your heart says ;
dunt be a gundu
and
listen to someone who is NOT in your situation.

2009-03-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

ROCKSTAR~

only one!
thats it.
after this no more of such nonsense.

thats FINALE!

imyimyimy

2009-03-12T00:10:00.006+08:00

10 MARCH~

BIRTHDAY GIRL~

actually we did nt plan any thing for her birthday.
its all last min.
den we decided to go downtown just to give her a small surprise...
look n see the pics ya.
its not that big or an expensive give...
she told us babes! the tots that count!
aniwae we celebrated yanney wae tooo belated birthday tooooo.
so ya let the pic do the yacky yack!

2009-03-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

TAKE IT BACK~

i wanna take all my words back...
i was totally freak on that day.
i really dunt know what am i thinking.
mayb everyting is way tooo much.
i dunt wanna lose boify.
everybody said its true.

DONT BE STUPID ZIERA!

2009-03-10T00:40:00.002+08:00

SAYANGS~

i love them so so much.
they always there for me if i need help.
they always cheer me up without fail.
can you get any friends like this?
nyah ah i dunt think so.
be JEALOUS!

;P

2009-03-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

KANGEN~

2009-03-08T01:17:00.006+08:00

BINTANGBINTANGBINTANG~

how i spent my saturday?
1 word:
pathatic!
i want something new.
i'm craving to go:
henderson wave & ecp.
oh damn it!
dunt ever ask me why i wanna go to this places.
(inside story eh)

someone bring me to this places please!

2009-03-06T16:07:00.003+08:00

i'v made a BIG MISTAKE.
a BIG ONE.
i just realise it.
i never ever treasure whats beside or around me.
i take it for granted.
egoegoego!
i know.
starting from now things gonna change.

boys i wanna hide.
dunt try to find me.
because i dunt wanna lose anyone.
ya i mean it! anyone anymore.

ps;i'm sorry

2009-03-04T17:59:00.003+08:00

TALK IS CHEAP~

i'm falling for your words.
BUT
not you!

i'm ashamed.
friendsfriendsfriends?
mayb its time...

2009-03-03T22:39:00.004+08:00

KISSKISS~

syafiq!!!!!!!
(inside story)
school was extra fun today.
i dunt know why mayb because of the disturbing part i think.
me and fyqah become crazier with the cam.
as usual wan shortezz cunt stop calling me BONTOT!
hakim keep asking me wheres wan! i miss him lot lot.
ok thats pathatic! =_=

for the past two days.
i received a miss call from an unknown number.
is it u boy?!
oh god!

and apit.
talktalktalk till 2 plus lagi!

pacar mana kamu sih!

2009-03-02T12:51:00.007+08:00

KUTUPOMPOM~

no school today so yeayness!
how i spent my day?
sit infront of the comp without doing anyting else.
can u believe dis?
i'm lazy like a pig!
i so so much love yesterday(:
meet atika at around 8 then we proceed to lydia's workplace at suntec.
after lydia do the closing.
we went to town to meet my homies™.
sungguh kecoh!
syafiq said i was a stalker just because i walk slowly behind them.
mintak kene smack the babats*!
we slack at far east,cathay and lastly at skate park.
sumpah dat place is totally dead.
wer kindda bored n off we took the last train home.
lets make it simple la.let the pictures do the rest of the yacky yack!

ps:pinchpinchnipple!

2009-03-01T12:21:00.002+08:00

the DUMB DUMB~

boyfriend just make me realise something.
and i'm regret about it.
i know he is trying very best to be with me.
and all i did for him....is think negatively of him.
why am i so childish!
argh.
i seriously need to change for a better start.

ps:you know what i'm gonna say.

2009-02-28T15:36:00.003+08:00

lets make it short and sweet.
out of sudden.
i feel like going to the zouk.
i know it's abit schocking.
but wat the hack.
try new tings la bebey!

homies™! lets buy tickets!
and cunt wait for the legal age;
i know i will be a 1 spoilt brat!

ps:i dunt wanna follow u through

2009-02-28T14:05:00.003+08:00

BOYS WILL ALWAYS BE BOYS~

they always want us to enter their world.
and follow through.
BUT did they ever ask us
what we felt about it?

be strong babe!
i will always be there for you;

2009-02-26T00:11:00.005+08:00

SLUTSLUTSLUT~

i do admit i change alot of bf and contact with alot of guys last yr.
but some idiots (lets not be too harsh like them) i mean dudes cunt see me happy,
by giving me names such as slut and i think sooonnn there will be rumors about me.
just because recently i dump his so called best fren.
(wer not even att,dia yg nak sangat tunggu kan aku)
eh dude do you know the real story why i did that to him?
i dunt think so.
FYI,i do miss your friend
BUT sometimes he can really get on my nerves.
he do sacrifise alot for me.
BUT hes the one dengan semangat nye nak buat bende bende tu semua.
i'm not the one who force him to do it.
and sampai bile i wanna make him feel like this bloody shit?
its for his own good.
he really dunt deserve a gurl like me.
i know its bad.
BUT u guys really dunt understand la.
brr oh sunnggggguuuuhhh watever.
sometimes how i wish i dunt even wanna know you adyk.

& i chat with karim AKA aim lol.
i miss that babi hk alot.
tomorrow, i mean ltr....
he will be coming to skewl and dgn tidak segannye
he ask me for a hug?
okay see how la eh botak.
nice chatting with you after sooooooo looooong.

boyfriend get well sooooooooonnnn.
i can help u by plucking it.
lol.

2009-02-24T19:48:00.002+08:00

DAMN IT~

the flu is killing me.
my face is turning pale.
i think i should have a lot of rest and stop thinking about all the bloody shits.
the attitude came back again.
BUT this one is really really getting on my nerves.
what's with that!?
i really cunt stand all of this nonsense.
friendsfriendsfriends.
and where am i?
and yesterday mum told me that someone is doing bad things to me.
like example go to bomoh and u know what i mean...
just because i say his name for one whole day.
k thats so pathatic.
i think its just me who is the crazy one here.

ps: lets play a game.
and it call searching of nurul aziera.

2009-02-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

FRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDS~

so much of it eh boy.
aniwae happy 7 mths
that is ssssssssssooooooooooooo
wonderful.
ya i shud say that!

2009-02-22T00:57:00.005+08:00

as i promise here are some of the pics that we took at
esp library
&
school~

another story~

when i think about it again.
mayb its true.
i have the feeling for it.
two of my best friends act differently.
and i dunt know whats with them.
i dunt feel the connection anymore.
we are like strangers.
is it because we are ego? or .........
i never tot that this things can happen.
am i dreaming!

2009-02-21T12:55:00.004+08:00

GOOOO GAGAGA~

i have not been updating my blog for the past 4 days.
i'm totally busy with my finale yr project and almost everyday my classes finish at 6.
so yeah,i always sleep early! okay thats a lie.
aniway alot of things did happen.
like example the last graduation day that i met adyk.
boyfriend was weird on that day.
1stly he send me to school and he ask me to go back with him.
thats strange.
hmm and about adyk,seriously he is making fool of himself.
whats with the face and the hand signal?!
maybe i am the one who is stupid to miss him.
nyah just forget about him.

i get my blog a fresh new look.
the old one is plain and bored.
that's about it.i will only be updating my blog when there's anyting to share about
and just forget about deleting my tagged. (:

ps: boncet boncet!

2009-02-17T08:59:00.004+08:00

i cunt describe how i felt now.

all i can say is, it hurt me alot.
just because of tagged and that stupid message it became like this.
i'v made my final desicion is to delete my tagged and friendster.
so just find me either at msn or here in two days time.

boy u know me well than this.

2009-02-13T01:19:00.003+08:00

RIGHT BY MY SIDE~

the dinner,the hugs,the smile,the kisses and the phrase.

i'm glad to have u back.

ps: geng la u!

2009-02-10T20:31:00.003+08:00

GURLFRIENDS/SISTERS~

i miss the
outings,
laughing
and
the crazy things
we did.

-far apart....
-stranger
-dont communicate.

how i wish i can go back to the past.
*sigh!

ps:more morning kisses..

2009-02-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

ROLL OVER~

ay bay bay....
school was kindda okay i guess..
fiq was totally not in a mood today.
so there's not much laughing happen.

let's get straight to the point.
i can say that sometimes love really hurts.
when you love someone,
you just have to let them go for your own good.
i wanna say sorry to whom that may concern because
i dunt wanna hurt anyone anymore.
i know it really feel irritating when u feel those shitty feelings.
i think by now you get what i mean right?
u deserve a better girl ,boys!

cottoncandy™-you really make my day(:

2009-02-09T00:45:00.006+08:00

all my patient had been paid,
23 ♥

rock on baby!
i spent my day with cottoncandy™.
it was sooooooo fun i tell ya.
i really enjoy my time with him.
and guess what!
find it urself!
(:

ps: u promise it and i hope u hold it during our relationship.

2009-02-08T01:41:00.004+08:00

WITH THE LOVE ONES~

REFRESH!
like usual,every friday nyte at esp lib with my homies to do our final yr project.
(pictures will be upload once i get it from fyqahsimpson)
after that i went to kembangan to have dinner with my family
to celebrate my granddad birthday.
then off to marina barrage to lepak.
and lastly off to mustafa.

while i was busy looking at the watches,
guess who give me a surprise visit?

cottoncandy™!
i was over excited sampai terlanggar this pillar.
=_=
paisey la oi!

ps:no more shy shy!

guys.i know i'm abit different this few days.
i got my very own reason for it.
just leave me alone and find the person who deserve you more.
i didnt mean to hurt you.

2009-02-06T00:53:00.003+08:00

YOUR THE REASON WHY I DRAW THOSE
STUPID HEARTS ALL OVER MY BOOK

it's a last minute tingy.
i had supper with cottoncandy™ and faris at ecp.
3 orang go there da mcm 6 people.
so the kecoh!

i'm in love with this words"pompuan aku."
(:

like the old days.

2009-02-03T21:17:00.004+08:00

THE MIANGNESS OF TEACHERS~

now a days, teachers can really get on my nerves!
today school was totally scuk big time.
1st thing when i reached school,i heard that
mr sim called my parents just because of my stupid attendance
that maggi did not mark tick on it.
he tot that me n my smb homies™ did not attend her stupid lesson.
padehal padehal.
and because of this i got scolded by my parents for no reason. =_=
luckily he call them back n told them it was just a misunderstanding tingy.

i'm starting to get sick n tired of finishing school at 6.
idiot them!

oh ya i miss afiq & nadiah banyak banyak(:

2009-02-01T23:06:00.007+08:00

MORE COLOURS ON ME~

this few days,i'v seen there's alot of improvement in my life.
i'm starting to lovin it!
but something that just bothering me its not because of guys
but this time its my gurlfrens or rather should i say my sisters.
i really miss the old us.
the laughters and the stupid things we did.
now i dunt know what really happen to us.
*sigh*

another story;
my weekends was superb!
i spent it fully with my smb homies™ and not forgetting tania n atika.
friday:esplanade library.
our intension to go there is to do our project but we end up surfing the net
& buy food food food!
saturday:chingay,marina steps,padang n clarke quay.
chingay? we did watch it but only for a few minutes.
then we off to suntec to shop!
after doing that we went to lepak at marina steps.
oh god! i saw a few people that i know from tagged one of them is apit.
at last we meet rite pakcik? (:
then then around 11 off to padang n cq.

i just realise that today post is full of then...haha
k let the pics do the rest of the talk.

its just starting....

2009-01-30T00:51:00.002+08:00

i want NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!

can i say i'm in love with 29/01/09?
it was like the last time that we use to be.
for all this while i'v been waiting for this at last it came.
i hope this things will stay like this.
for 1 whole day,me and him talk crap non-stop.
n he did say something that made me cry.( a good thing )

oh boy u are unpredictable!

2009-01-29T17:58:00.003+08:00

INSOOMMNNIIA~

school was okay.
BUT something just made me feel uneasy whenever i'm beside him.
u must be wondering who is the him that i'm referring to rite?
dat him is my own classmate that i'm close with.
i thought the feeling was gone but i was wrong.
hmm another story.
i'm glad to hear those stuff from your fren boy.
those phrase that u told him make me smile.
& to my hun wonderfyqah.
i'm sorry for hurting u with those words.
i know sometimes i can be too harsh or watsoever.
but u know that i love u so so much rite hun!
(:

andand apit! i know u are reading this.
my pp low la dey!
hear from u soooooooooooooon okay.

i want to dance with u in the rain boy!
tra-la-la-la....

2009-01-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS SPLENDID!

the rest shall keep it to ourselve.(:

2009-01-26T15:21:00.006+08:00

COMPLICATED,yet again!

i dunt know why but i feel like talking about hym,us and so on.
after the break up,misunderstanding,& the slengerness,
we still contact each other as usual.
i still feel that he is my boyfriend.
sometimes i really dunt understand myself or even him.
after knowing that i got a tagged,i realise that he always check mine.
i'm fine with it because i know that he really care about me.
and recetly he send me some of his new photos during the countdown okay suggguuhhhh aku suke gamba-gamba nye. hehe
now there's only 2 thing that is left wit no answer....
what will happen next boy?
will u throw ur bad habits just because of me?

i dunt wanna put high expectation on this because
i really dunt know what will happen in the future.

oh ya i did promise him something about the feelings.
i hope it wont change iea syed.

i love u so so so much.
;P

2009-01-26T00:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
CUTIE PIE!

jealousjealousjealous~

2009-01-25T01:02:00.004+08:00

PATIENCE

if your not patient with one another,a relationship is not gonna work out.
because when u get into a relationship,
u have to understand that u dunt really know the person exactly.
you have to be patient and get to know the person
and give the person that space to make mistake n accept it .
have the patient to make it work.

-taufik

2009-01-24T15:36:00.003+08:00

suddenly he online n tegor me at msn about my tagged.
read the above when i ask him about why he still concern about me.
oh ya he ask me to listen to this song.
it sounds so like him.

2009-01-24T00:03:00.003+08:00

new phone please~

my fone making problems.
the phone cunt read my memory card.
mcm irritating when u have an xpress music fone
but u cunt set ur fav tone as ur ringing tone
or even set any wallpaper.
mcm idiot!

i was exploring nokia's website.
n i found a new phone that can replace the i-phone.
like cool.
i shud tell dad about this.
;P

someone is feeling jealous about my tagged!
i know u still care about me boy!

2009-01-23T15:14:00.002+08:00

1 problem solve & 2 more to go.

i just realise that for the mean time i dunt need any guys in my life.
especially u,u & u.
haha.
i dunt know why but i'm enjoying being single.
i got my sweetie & b
(wan & syafiq)
n not forgetting the rest of my smb homies™ and wLb™
who always there for me.

oh ya wLb™.
i really dunt know what happen to us.
everyone changing.
it is because of the misunderstanding or we are too busy with own tings?
i really miss the outings,laughter & the kecohness.
meet up sooooooonnnn darls.

&
syed ahmad abdillah
thanxs for the daily msg.
i appreciate it.
everyone has their own secrects & bad habit.
but i know 1 day u will stop doing all that stuff.
aniwae dunt feel sad about today boy.
you are the one who asking or it.

2009-01-21T19:00:00.009+08:00

OOOOOHHHHHH LLLLLLAAAAAAAAA!

actually i'm surpose to post this outing yesterday.
BUt someting just made my mood so down.
so iea.

yesterday after school smb homies™ went to vivo & bugis.
and not forgetting sheesha-ing at the usual place.
it was totally fun.
we shout,scream n laugh loudly.
till people look at us like one kind.
k i shud stop here
& let the rest of the pics do the talking.

and i'v met him in skewl today.
he smile oooohhhhhh gggooooood!
i'm confused.~

what's next boy?

2009-01-21T02:06:00.003+08:00

maybe its true faris.
life shud go on.
this is part of my growing life.
guys come and go.
ooooooohhhhhhhh gggggggggggggggggooooooooooooooooooooooooooodddddddddddddd!
enough said.
i'm sick n tired of it.
day by day probs probs probs.

wlb™ wats wit us?
like seriously!
boys?!
arrrrrggggggghhhhhhh!

2009-01-19T19:22:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU!

so things become more complicated when u did that.
thank q iea.
FYI.
u make me tink that....
u has the same attitude as one of my fren/ex dat u knew.
seriously!
i HATE it when someone wanna noe me then involve my fren in it.
mcm WTH!
this people are getting on my nerves!

2009-01-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

I'M GLAD.

yesterday suddenly wan called me twice.
ya we talk crap n talk about the 4d tingy.
he cunt stop teasing me with his berok attitude.

okay2 now lets start with the interesting part.
around 3 plus am.suddenly i received a msg from cottoncandy™.
oh god! i was so excited.
we talk tings out n stuff till 6.30.
by that time i was tottally shag bby.

oh boy.sort tings out slowly.
i know ur totally confuse & dunt wanna hurt me rite now.
watever it is i will be rite beside u...

ps:thanxs for the kiss.

2009-01-17T11:11:00.003+08:00

SYED,ROCKSTAR,COTTONCANDY™,AHMAD

when i woke up i just realise that i got 5 msges from people that i contacting with.
out of the 5 ders only 1 really make me feel so eager to read.
that's from him.
u really explain to me what's happening btwn us..
i'v made a BIG MISTAKE to judge you without knowing anything.
&
i'm sorry.

boy,
if u dunt really deserve me?
den who will deserve it?
btw i love the 1st part of the msg...
thank q i nid to hear dat from u rite now.

how can i overcome all this things?
if not this friday will be our 6 mths.

PS: i still love u the same as u love me boy.

2009-01-17T02:24:00.006+08:00

BOYS WILL BE BOYS!

from bugis to vivo..

while walking at bugis i saw a bunch of people i noe from tagged.

they were like i think i saw u before...
haha its kindda weird,

when u walk around crowded places like bugis n suddenly out of no where people say dat to u.
now forget about that.

hmm now i need some cash cash cash!
i saw zara is having 50% store wide sale & i want the yellow rasta bag that i saw at bugis.
i cunt miss it!
seriously i need to go shopppppppping...
(fyi,if ur rich please approach me =) hehehe )

i enjoyed myself with the boys.
wan,fiq & ferd as per normal cunt stop with their jokes.
they really make my day.

aniwae smb homies™ thanxs for being der for me when i nid it.
ily guys so much!
oh ya fyqah...dunt worry i noe ur mum gonna be okay.

PS:ur just another ego dat i noe.

2009-01-16T13:51:00.006+08:00

BROKEN STRINGS~

i feel totally lost for this 1 whole week.
i'v been daydreaming n sometimes i start crying for no reason.
i hate this feeling.

yesterday i just made my final desicion is to let him go.
i cunt take it anymore, the thing is hurting me too much.
u act as if we are totally stranger .u pretend that we are like an enemy.
i really dunt understand u.
aniwae wats wit ur bike?
23?
sometimes i feel regret that i know u.
ur just wasting ur 7mths waiting for me.(if thats true la)
watever it is i need to be strong n life has to go on.
i got my wlb™ & my smb homies™ that always rite beside me.
what goes ard comes ard.
dats why people always tell me:
DUNT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.

ps: i miss my old rockstar(23)

2009-01-14T00:49:00.004+08:00

IT's SO NOT WORTH IT.

i'v decided to go on with my life without him.

i cunt take it with the shitty feeling n stuff.
that's alot more people who appreciate n care about me.
i'm trying very hard not to think about the past when i was with him.

oh ya i'v been meeting this pakcik for the past 2 days.
thanxs for cheering me up and ........(inside story).

2009-01-11T14:48:00.004+08:00

lost lost lost!

the reason & the sorry wont work without any prove.
i'm losing trust in it.
and gahhhhhh i hate this feeling..
my heart still in pain.only fyqah n wan know how i felt.
you act as if there's nothing wrong.
i miss the old time before the 7th month.
the msges that u non stop sending me & the songs that you are trying to express ur feelings.
i want the old you.

2009-01-10T00:03:00.002+08:00

i almost give up.

BUT deep down inside i know there's still hope and love.
i miss the trip to pasir ris & the ride to nowhere.
-puspa & tercipta untukku-

2009-01-08T21:32:00.004+08:00

ACCIDENT,
boyfriend oh boyfriend!

he just give a call at 8 plus with a bad news.
mcm wth!
i was freak out when i heard it.
lucky ders nothing happen to him only a minor injury.
i think so.
i'm worried sick here!
& faris the scorpion run away is it? LOL(inside story)

2009-01-07T21:07:00.009+08:00

SYED SYED SYED!

yesterday he ran out of his classroom just to hug me.
(i was shocked to see him.)
& today before he went back he give me a kiss & a hug infront of a bunch of teachers.
haha what more can u do just to make me smile bby?

its just getting better each day.

oh please have your OWN originality people!

2009-01-05T23:12:00.005+08:00

there's goes smb homies™ in
2nd yr!

morning was totally chaos.
when i was in class, then i know that i was late for almost 1hr plus.
yeah for me.that gundu teacher kept asking me & weston why are we late.
1st day sia no one told us what time to report & stuff.
forget about that now come to the 2nd part.

fyqah,syafiq & aliff came to school 1st & check weather are we in the same class as in last yr.
but sad to say we are saperated.
at 1st me,syafiq,wan,weston,rizal,natasha all in medical
&
fyqah,ferd & aliff etc..... is in automation.
i was like wth separated with fyqah?!
den come an indian guy save the day.LOL
(i forget my own classmate name & i just call him an indian guy?)
the guy decided to change with fyqah so that means
me & fyqah will be in the same class.so yeah the section head agree with it.
no more worries about that.
1 more thing i cunt believe that i so called X is in the same class as me.
boo yahh.i was so bad & kutok him infront of the rest.
sorry iea :p

aniwae good luck to all who is going ns tomorrow.
especially to firman & karim.
oh botak botak.
(:

2009-01-04T01:20:00.002+08:00

it's new.
so do add up iea.

ps:1 more day school school school!

2009-01-02T12:12:00.003+08:00

i wish those things wont happen.
i hate this part right here.

oh the dream really scares me.
i dunt wanna talk about it.(touch wood)

&

whenever i think about it,it may me shivers.
i want you so badly.
i miss you.

2009-01-01T23:40:00.010+08:00

COUNTDOWN
2009!

we went for countdown at marina.its a last minute tingy.
mummy give me a GREEN light pe lagi! :P
there was alot of people especially youngsters & banglas.
irritating freaks la this banglas.they cunt stop shouting & pushing people around.
okay stop talking about dem.

i'v met a bunch of my senior,a few of mars,syafiq & ferd.
very the kecoh!
n saddiq dunt be shocked when i told you that.
the fireworks was nice.people was like wooo wahhh.
shud see their faces.

i cunt stop laughing.
i tink i shud stop here.let the rest of the pics do the talking.

oh baby, dance with me in the rain.
i miss you.

2008-12-31T13:03:00.004+08:00

GOODBYE 2008
&

HELLO 2009!

in 2008 life been great for me although there's alot of ups & downs.
but its a BEST year i ever had.
~LET'S FLASHBACK~

14 jan:when the 1st day i entered ite mp with azahari,some people thought we are like siblings BUT some even had the guts to ask me are we in a relationship A BIG LOL!
i thought i would not find any good friends like my wLb™ but i was wrong.
i'v made alot of new friends especially the 2nd yr guys & not forgetting my smb homies™.
fyqah had been a very good friend or rather shud i say a good sister to me.
we share secrects & give each other advise about relationship.
And for relationship:to tell you the truth i really dunt know how many times i change my boyfriend during this year.u may think that i'm a bitch or even a SLUT! whatever.
i'v done this because they are not up to my expectations.
REALLY!

ex's:~
muhd hakim: i dunt know why suddenly he came back to my life & ask me for a patch.
yeah,i'm shocked with that.i'm sorry to say that i will not accept it.
i'm tired of crying and waiting for you to change.
as for now we just stay as a fren,dat's it.
muhd hus nul shazni:till now he dunt wanna give up on me. he can stay up all night waiting for my call or even msg.i remembered when he bought for me two elmo & bring me to a special place on the valentines day.on that day i thought u are the one BUt i was wrong.
thanxs for the sentosa tingy,the movies & the meal you bought for me. i cunt repay it.
ur a nice guy BOY,i think you shud settle down and find a new girlfriend.dunt wait for me.because its not worth it.

BOYFRIEND:~
syed ahmad abdillah:i think the 3rd day in ite mp then i saw you rite.
the day i had floorball tournament against other classes.
outside the hall there was two tables & me and my smb homies™ was busy-ing preparing for the game till i saw a guy with a sweet & cute smile staring at me.
haha at that very time i tot nyah its just staring what.so i was like ignore.at the same time i realise fyqah kept turing back.
suddenly a girl came to me and ask me can i give my num to (point to boify).
i was like shy BUT dlm hati only god know what i felt.
from there we started contacting.
7 mths of knowing each other was alot of cabaran.
he almost give up on me.i was very playfull during that time untill 1 day i realise he is the one for me.what i want in a guy he has it.
so yeah he ask me for att on my birthday itself.that was the bestest present ever.
so now we are like 5 mths together i hope we last long k bby.

family: i know i always give alot of trouble to my parents back then.but i see alot of improvement from me this year.i often listen to my mum's advise & learn how to love my siblings even more.i often lie to her because of the small tings i did just to cover it so she won't scold me.but i know 1 day she will find out about it herself.i become more closer to my cuzzies although there's a small fight between us.but we know we trying to protect each other in some other way.

wlb™: & as for my sisters.they complete my life.
they always had been behind my back for the past this two years.
they always give me advise if i need 1.
especially on my studies!
i hope we can be gurlfriends till eternity.

so that's about it.i hope my 2009 whould be like 2008 or even more better.
by next year no more slacking around & i hope i learn more new things & make new frens.

ps: oh bby dunt talk about ns.

2008-12-30T11:48:00.004+08:00

two days with the same dream...
what is it really wanna let me know?
is it true? or just A dream?

please dunt let it be true.
i'm really dunt wanna feel hurt anymore.

so the result is out!
i PASS!
alhamdullilah.
next year must work harder.
no more slacking around.

1 more day till 2009...

2008-12-29T16:42:00.015+08:00

SQ 956

20th-28th december

well the trip was ok...i think so.
i was down with fever on the 4th day.
tak enjoy lansung!
everybody went shopping n i was alone sleeping at home..
home? we all stay at a 3 storey building of my tante's(aunty).

its looks like a bunglow to me.
& oh ya me,bro & 3 more cuzzies were assign as a bride's maide.
when the day came, we had to wear our tradisional clothing.
its a minang kabau thingy.
later laugh at the pic if u want..
its kindda funny when i wear the minang hat..

alwite then let the pics do the rest of the talking...

the rest of the pics will be upload at my multiply sooooooooon!

& not forgetting.

HAPPY 17 BELATED BIRTHDAY.
♥ SITI NADIAH!

2008-12-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

i'm back!
so tomorrow i will be doing a proper update iea.
gaww sickness...

2008-12-19T21:06:00.003+08:00

AWAY from 20th till 28th DECEMBER~

anyting just leave me a comment at friendster(:
thank you.
with ♥
nurul aziera.