LOVE & other drugs ,

it turn into dust~

me myself dunt understand how i can fall in love with him eventhough we seldom spent time with each other.we seldom contact.we seldom share our thoughts like other couples did during the relationship. i'm wondering how i can be so patient for this past 8 mths plus or shud i say 1 yr plus. i'm tried everyting to make this better but i failed.you can say i'm stupid that i'm wasting my time with him.but think twice are you happy and satisfied with your own boyfriend or should i say your own singlehood?i know he care and love me but he just dunt wanna show it.i miss the old him where there's non stop msges for the whole day.the three sweet words that he kept repeating.the almost everyday lepak at under the void deck.after getting back together i thought there will be a different because theres alot of improvement in it but...it was just the beginning.now it's turning from bad to worst.it kills me.friends had been asking and saying"you still with him?",u guys are like the type "teman tapi mesra".when they say that i just had to shut my mouth up and just listen.
i'm hopping that miracle happens and every tomorrow there's full of surprises.