LOVE & other drugs ,

in 2008 life been great for me although there's alot of ups & downs.
but its a BEST year i ever had.
~LET'S FLASHBACK~

14 jan:when the 1st day i entered ite mp with azahari,some people thought we are like siblings BUT some even had the guts to ask me are we in a relationship A BIG LOL!
i thought i would not find any good friends like my wLb™ but i was wrong.
i'v made alot of new friends especially the 2nd yr guys & not forgetting my smb homies™.
fyqah had been a very good friend or rather shud i say a good sister to me.
we share secrects & give each other advise about relationship.
And for relationship:to tell you the truth i really dunt know how many times i change my boyfriend during this year.u may think that i'm a bitch or even a SLUT! whatever.
i'v done this because they are not up to my expectations.
REALLY!

ex's:~
muhd hakim: i dunt know why suddenly he came back to my life & ask me for a patch.
yeah,i'm shocked with that.i'm sorry to say that i will not accept it.
i'm tired of crying and waiting for you to change.
as for now we just stay as a fren,dat's it.
muhd hus nul shazni:till now he dunt wanna give up on me. he can stay up all night waiting for my call or even msg.i remembered when he bought for me two elmo & bring me to a special place on the valentines day.on that day i thought u are the one BUt i was wrong.
thanxs for the sentosa tingy,the movies & the meal you bought for me. i cunt repay it.
ur a nice guy BOY,i think you shud settle down and find a new girlfriend.dunt wait for me.because its not worth it.

BOYFRIEND:~
syed ahmad abdillah:i think the 3rd day in ite mp then i saw you rite.
the day i had floorball tournament against other classes.
outside the hall there was two tables & me and my smb homies™ was busy-ing preparing for the game till i saw a guy with a sweet & cute smile staring at me.
haha at that very time i tot nyah its just staring what.so i was like ignore.at the same time i realise fyqah kept turing back.
suddenly a girl came to me and ask me can i give my num to (point to boify).
i was like shy BUT dlm hati only god know what i felt.
from there we started contacting.
7 mths of knowing each other was alot of cabaran.
he almost give up on me.i was very playfull during that time untill 1 day i realise he is the one for me.what i want in a guy he has it.
so yeah he ask me for att on my birthday itself.that was the bestest present ever.
so now we are like 5 mths together i hope we last long k bby.

family: i know i always give alot of trouble to my parents back then.but i see alot of improvement from me this year.i often listen to my mum's advise & learn how to love my siblings even more.i often lie to her because of the small tings i did just to cover it so she won't scold me.but i know 1 day she will find out about it herself.i become more closer to my cuzzies although there's a small fight between us.but we know we trying to protect each other in some other way.

wlb™: & as for my sisters.they complete my life.
they always had been behind my back for the past this two years.
they always give me advise if i need 1.
especially on my studies!
i hope we can be gurlfriends till eternity.

so that's about it.i hope my 2009 whould be like 2008 or even more better.
by next year no more slacking around & i hope i learn more new things & make new frens.

ps: oh bby dunt talk about ns.